Tuesday, 18 November 2014

My Life's Changed..

2 weeks ago today i made this post, and in that post i had spoken of where i had been lately and what's been keeping me so busy and tied down. 
Well on 14th November 2014, my life changed dramatically, i lost one of the closest, most dearest person in my life - my Grandma. 
If you've been keeping up with my me lately you'll know that i spoke of my Grandma's illness - she had Bowel Cancer and sadly the nurses told us she wouldn't have long. On 13th November 2014, my whole family travelled 350 miles to say one last goodbye to her and on 14th November 2014 at 11.25am my Nanna sadly passed away with all her nearest and dearest's surrounding her - she couldn't of gone a better way. 
From that moment i knew my life wouldn't be the same again, though i am the same old Holly - a part of me died with her.  When i kissed my Nanna's forehead and said my goodbye i knew from then just how precious life really is and you just don't know what's right around the corner. Life is so unexpected sometimes that you just have to embrace every moment of it, don't let anything get in the way of what you want to do and just live your life how you want to live it. 

Though it's taken this long and a death or a truly loved one to realise what's right in front of my eyes, how precious family really are, how unexpected life is and just how important it is to embrace and take in every moment of it. 

It breaks my heart knowing that i'll never be able to see my Grandma's face again, never be able to hold her hand, never be able to talk to her again or even throw my arms around her when i need her but i know now she's in a better place, looking down on us with Grand-dad.

RIP GRANDMA - 14/11/2014

1 comment

  1. I am so so sorry for your loss and I know how devastating it is, I lost my Nanna 9 years ago and I think about her every dayBut she wouldn't be happy seeing you so sad, so when you think of her, think of her smiling, cherish all the good memories you have of her. Talk to her, she is up above, looking after you xxxx


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